Currently Incubus: Look Alive By Incubus see related

Fear and Hope Walk Hand in Hand
Have you ever
Played with fire?
Would you like to
Test the water?
You're a ticket to a-
Nother time zone
And I love you more and more
Everytime I see your face
I like the thought of
Growing old with you
You could keep me in line
And give me someone to come home to
And if you become half as pretty
As your mother is right now
Well then I'm in for
An amazing future
But you can't be caught
If you never jump
And you can't be saved
If you never pray
So I'll keep my fingers crossed
And hope you kiss me back...

Twelve and Four
I can't remember who I was
Before I woke up in your arms
Someone entirely different, I'm sure
A pessimist... A non-believer
Well they both flew right out the window
Cuz' an act of God is all you are
And I'm not trying to sound all
Flattering and sappy
But it's hard to talk shit about an angel
Especially when that angel single-handedly
Makes me regret
Every horrible thing I've ever done

BORED

Youth and All Its Beauty

When I think of perfection
I think in third person
Of a guy and a girl
With a contagious smile
Watchin scary movies
And cuddlin the night away

Yeah what's wrong with dreamin
When you're wide awake
Cuz you can't control them when you're sleepin
Anyway

When I think of disaster
I think in first person
When I opened my phone up
Just to hear that you're cryin
And whatever I said
Couldn't take your tears away

Yeah what's wrong with reachin
When you're miles away
Cuz you can't be caught if you never jump
...

Exit 5

I used to read them over and over
As if I'd never see you again
Those nights you'd leave my house
After kissing your cheeks so sweet in my sheets
When we had nothing ahead of us
Except everything I had ever dreamed
What are we now but a distant vision
A picture that we never got to take
I knew your favorite number
And the songs that made you lose your breath
But a lie is so much more than just a lie
When you're telling it to yourself

wow, im drunk and wondering how in the hell i stumbled across this website again.  i havent written here in a year or so.  its amazing how the time flies.  when i left this place i hadnt been through nearly as much as ive seen in these last couple of months.  yet, i still am most of who i was back then.  regardless of what has happened, i am thankful i wrote in here.  it gives me a way to look at where i've come from.  i realize how much i completely sucked for the most part at writing a year ago.  seriously tho, some of this is just depressing teenage bullshit and i am quite embarrassed.  but yes, i still write and am pretty proud of what i get out of me anymore.  here it goes.  maybe you'll read this and realize who it's about. 

A Summer In Her Eyes Is A Lifetime In My Mind

It’s taken me months and

A lot of alcohol

To come to the conclusion that

I’m miserable

Cuz I’m positive that nothing beats

The moon light on your face

At a park in Beavercreek

On the warmest night in May

And I’d give anything for one more glimpse

Just a second’s worth of the innocence

The teenage passion held between our lips

With my hands against… the tannest of your skin

It's amazing when your eyes adjust
To a crytal winter's sky
It's helped this teenaged boy see twice as much
Tonight

Currently Listening Shadows Are Security By As I Lay Dying see related

I am gonna fill out this survey that I found on this girl's site. 

Name?
Nickname(s)
Birth place?
Current location?
Birthday?
Age?
Lefty or Righty?
Height?
Weight?
What do you drive?
Zodiac sign?
Screenname?
{---Favorite---}
color
Number?
Ice cream?
Quote?
Band?
Music genre?
Song?
Movie?
Actor?
Actress?
Kind of movies?
Fast food Restaraunt?
Restaraunt?
Food?
Suffed animal?
Cd cover?
Cartoon?
Cereal?
Website?
Sport?
Store?
Candy?
Tv Show?
{---Do you---}
Play an instrument?
Have a job?
Have a cell phone?
Have any special talents or skills?
Have any fears?
Have a bedtime?
Drink?
Cuss?
Sing in the shower?
Want to go to college
Get along with parents?
{---Freinds & Friendships---}
Craziest:
Loudest:
Most Shy:
Smartest
Kindest:
Best personality:
Pain in the ass:
Funniest:
Best person for advice?
Druggies:
Most likely to end up in jail
Person you've know the longest?
{---Love and all that crap---}
Have you ever been in love?
Are you single?
Are you in a relationship?
Do you have a crush on someone?
If so who?
What is your idea of the best date?
What was your first kiss like?:
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:
Have you ever been dumped?:
Have you ever dumped someone?:
{---The last---}
Car ride ::
Last movie seen ::
Last movie rented ::
Last book read ::
Last curse word said ::
Last time you laugh ::
Last CD played ::
Last song you listened to ::
Last person you hugged ::
Last person/thing you yelled at ::
Last time you fought with your parents ::
Last Shoes you've worn?
{---Who was the last person to---}
Say HI to you?
kissed you?
Hugged you?
Tell you bye?
call your phone?
Buy you something?
Go with you to the movies?
touched you?
danced with you?
Saw you?
were angry with?
{---what is/are---}
Words you overuse ::
Phrases you overuse ::
Your first thought when you wake up ::
Your greatest accomplishment ::
Something you want to do ::
{---Thiss or that---}
Fruit/vegetables:
Black/white:
Lights on/lights off:
TV/movie:
Car/truck:
Cash/check:
Pillows/blankets:
Rock/rap:
Meat/vegetarian:
Chocolate/vanilla:
Sprinkles/icing:
Cake/pie:
French toast/french fries:
Strawberries/blueberries:
Hugs/kisses:
Cookies/muffins:
Winter break/spring break:
Pepsi or Coke ::
McDonald\'s or Burger Kings ::
Converse or Nike ::
Rock/Rap::
{---Have you ever---}
Sat on your rooftop?
Danced in a public place?
Smiled for no reason?
Laughed so hard you cried?
Performed on a stage?
Talked to someone you don\'t know?
Made out in a theatre?
Gone roller or ice skating?
Done Drugs?
Drank Alcohol?
partied \'til the sun came up?
{---Random and Silly junk---}
What color is your tooth brush:
Do you like roller coasters:
Do you do drugs:
Are you a virgin:
Do you have any pets:
Do you feel lonely ::
Ever TP\'d someone\'s house ::
How about egging someone\'s house ::
What do you think of George Bush? ::
How many languages do you speak? ::
Who do you compare yourself to?
What do you think of war?
Ever been arrested? For what?
Ever regret anything?
Do you like being tickled?
Have you ever been taken advantaged?
What kind of shoes are you wearing?
what was the last concert you been to?
If so, who went with you?
What is your goals?
Who do you want to meet?
Are you Hungry?
Are your fingers tired?
Are you tired of this essay?
Are you Happy?